Lately I have found myself really questioning what I'm going to do with myself now that graduation is pretty much a month away. Gah, I don't even want to think about it. Currently, I have no job lined up and there aren't really any jobs for what I really want to do which is 2D animation for feature films.

I've also been sort of feeling like this is another fork in the road as I go one way and I say goodbye to college life and the semi-social life I acquired while in school. I'm sad to see it go because I know things will never be the same after this. I've never had such good friends before and I hate to say goodbye to it all. I don't know, I think this has been contributing to my depressed mood and disheartened look of where my near future is headed at the moment. To all my friends I have made I don't want to lose touch and I know that it is very likely we will probably drift apart because that is the nature of life and relationships.

I'm hoping that as I transition into this unknown that I can find somewhere that I belong and find happiness wherever and whatever that may be. I wish the same to all of my friends as well!


I'm still doing the character meme thing! So here it is:
(I've deleted the two that I already completed so see my other journal post to see them)

Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their: (For me I'll give a list of a few since I kind of fail in the character department)
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

I'll try to answer these the best that I can but I don't know.

Here are my characters:
Cybeleine, Keelinn, Rowena, Deirdre, Serena, Usagi (who yes has the same name as the main character in Sailor Moon)

More unknown characters are Severign, Fione, Aythence, Kahlyn, Aurrina (Aurri), Zyrenth, Varek (who used to be Devien and I'm currently working on)

Wow I never realized that like all of my characters are female... what's with that...

BONUS:
Also for me since I haven't drawn hardly any of these character when you ask I'm going to post a new sketch and an introduction of them as well.

Because of the sketch thing my responses might be kind of really slow.

NOTE ON REFERENCE PHOTOS:

I wanted to post that any pictures that I took from Italy are totally free for you to use as reference and I won't be putting any watermarks on them for this purpose. I would, however, like credit if you are using the photo in a photo manipulation.

Check out my Youtube account for all of my new animation that I'm working on you can just search for dreaminlotte and my stuff comes up in the search results.